I feel so alive right know and it feels great. I feel like I have gotten a great wieght off my fury shoulder and I love it. I really feel how a free beast is really suppose to feel. i own the night and thrive in the day and both day and night are coming together so much easier for me. Even though when the nught calls I always have that freedom and will have it for the rest of my life I also feel during the day. I am to the point I dont care who knows or who will be afraid of me

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there is something new coming nothing like we have ever met somthing very powerful somthing that might help us or might kill us i do not know yet all i know is that i can feel it coming and its coming fast and will be here soon so we need to prepare for whats coming its nothing human and its coming from another planet a big powerful planet made of nothing but energy and power

When someone goes thru a change, that someone encounters many obstacles. When someone is granted power, that someone tries to conquer the World. When someone wishes to be powerfull, that someone will usually get in trouble. We all play a very important role in life, but life has to choose this role for us, not the other way arround. We protect our own, and keep our children safe. Many people will say; I am not afraid of death! but

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I want truth almost more than I want anything.
This is an almost pointless journal entry because no one will really be able to answer.. .no one will be able to prove anything to me... and the worst part... I have no idea why.
I think I might be crazy... Completely insane... it wouldnt surprise me one bit if it turned out I lived a completely different life and was totally insane.. Nothing would surprise me.
I wish I could believe that us humans... creatures, whatever the hell we a… Continue

Funny how sometimes watching a movie can change your entire outlook on something... you know I had watched New Moon and thought about vampires and eternal life... then I had learned to accept death... watching New Moon again makes me wonder... what is real and are vampires truly what they are portrayed to be.