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I hate the term werewolf. It doesn't really encapsulate what I've become. I prefer just the simple label of "wolf." I've come to realize that you aren't what you look like, you aren't what other people see. Instead, you are your spirit. "Being" consists of what you do and how you feel.

A lot has happened since I last wrote. The change is violent now. It's like vomiting but it happens to my whole body. The beast inside is insidious and violent.

I stand here alone, waiting for madness.

There is… Continue

Things are not good...

just wanted to let everyone know whats been going on. Ive gotten a lot of support from some of you guys and well, I just wanted to thank you

I've moved out of my house. I cant put my family in so much danger.

My body continues to change. Its harrier, bigger, stronger. I would actually look quite buff, if my muscles werent all hidden under such thick chest and arm hair. And I have to shave my face twice a day.

I've started to work on control more. i spend hours a day sitting, meditating, chant… Continue

I hit my wife today. What's happening to me? I wanted to kill her I was thinking... disgusting thoughts. I love my wife. What am I becoming?

I don't really know where else to turn. Something is happening to me. Its...really embarrassing, actually. I think maybe if I just, keep my thoughts here, in a safe place, that maybe I'll be able to keep myself grounded. I certainly cant tell anyone in my real life. My wife, my family, my co-workers, they wouldnt know what to do with me. Probably lock me up, that's what they would do.

Let me start at the beginning. I am a computer programmer living in a suburb north of Seattle. I have a good li… Continue