updates

just wanted to let everyone know whats been going on. Ive gotten a lot of support from some of you guys and well, I just wanted to thank you

I've moved out of my house. I cant put my family in so much danger.

My body continues to change. Its harrier, bigger, stronger. I would actually look quite buff, if my muscles werent all hidden under such thick chest and arm hair. And I have to shave my face twice a day.

I've started to work on control more. i spend hours a day sitting, meditating, chanting, shit I've joined a buddhist temple. But I only went twice. It was too dangerous, if I lose control, Im so strong now that I dont know what I might do.

Well..im in a hotel room for now. It has internet access, so I will be able to keep you updated more frequently